ENTRY : can u feel it.

HI MARCUS. hees funny.

monday
met up in the bus hehh. gave them home-made tea eggs ! lalas man x) amath ppr 1 nd sub biology ppr =\ effing hard ! hai. i left many many white blanks ? then to our usual stopover at macs for study tym. it's difficult for me to handle even the basics for pure chemistry, since i've been failing this subject all the way lah. was distracted lyk always, even in the library. i wasn't happy. went home, cried. i'm so useless i don't think i'm good at anything. also thought over what was brought up today. so whatever.

tuesday
late to catch the last bus lol. so geraldine's dad came to the rescue to give us a ride to school (: thanks girl ! gave out tea eggs again (i feel so lao auntie pls) heehee they love it ! emath ppr2 nd pure chemistry ppr2 were done with =\ i calculated about 30 marks gone for emath ? chemistry was even worse. OMGG i didn't do much. depression state ; syy nd jaslyn worried. friends, im so sorry i don't know why. went tuition class with them at 201.

wednesday
today's the 2nd last day of exam period ~phews. had amath ppr2 nd pure chemistry ppr1. amath is lyk hand in or not - doesn't matter at all ? because there are superr many blank pages. BIG SIGH. wth is wrong with me ? even chemistry's mcq i didn't finish. -screamm. i find no use in studying for tmr's last pprs. rarrh ): went to eat with the girls. had our noodles at the foodcourt instead of macs lol. walked alot around the whole ws, super boring place i tell you hahahs. we can even remember the various shops ! hmm, did silly embarrassing stuff lol. after library nd slacking nd eating, walked home tgt (:

tmr's sub physics/biology ppr1 nd MT listening nd then. NO MORE MYE EXAMS WOOHOOO ! i can't wait xDD i need to treat my awful face soon >:( it's getting worse ; pimples popping lyk popcorns all over lah ? haiyo. i need whatever effective creams. give it over mann !

shirleen wrote me a reply letter :DD i love my girl. gave me many advices, shared with me stuffs. you know, we are bestfriends ! we do everything tgt <3 others =")">"Break down nd cry when you miss ___. And after that, you wld be stronger :) really. It's not 'weak' when you cry; it's just another way of becoming stronger."

Well girl, don't need to be sorry. i'm the one instead. i haven't asked about you eh (: i wanna know alrytes. When you want to get your bag huh ? U ah never tell me when ahah. Tk care.

cindy : we're supposed to go out soon tgt lol. but i'm broke lah. i've got so much to catch up with you. my gf, i hope i haven't been distant =X heh.

* ps chener if you ever see this, i would lyk to say : thanks =)

Mind tells me to give up, but heart won't. It never will;
For faint heart grew stronger when apart from my love;
I'm missing you.